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From the travel log...The secret code.

Beep, beep, honk, honk. Or is it Honk…beep…honk? It is a secret code.



Mopeds, taxi’s, car s and trucks ceaselessly chatting, via this mysterious sequencing of horn blowing. Hey! I’m coming up the inside…watch out for me, I’m turning in front of you…excuse me could you please go faster…slow down, move over, don’t cross in front of me….and on it goes!

I am so intrigued by all this beeping. I carefully watch the face of our driver. In Australia, beeping while driving usually involves fingers thrust upwards and cursing. However, here in Bali, our driver is expressionless, hand hovering over horn, deciphering this secret code, weaving effortlessly through, what to me, is dangerous, heart stopping, traffic mayhem. I wear out the imaginary brake at my foot, although truly there is no need for worry. On motorbikes at five years of age, sometimes younger, the Balinese learn the secret code and how to navigate the narrow streets, sidewalk shops, stray dogs and other vehicles, very early on. To them, driving in these conditions is second nature. Road rules do not seem to apply, at least not any that I could understand. I relax…this is not my country, not my rules. Let it go, I tell myself.
 
We are travelling North. Away from Legian, Kuta and the drunken tourists…I hope. I still yearn for the Bali of my dreams. Did I imagine her? Perhaps I have been tricked. Have I been naïve? However ever so slowly the scene before me changes. A little less traffic, less beeping. Scattered between the concrete shops, I spot the occasional rice field. Shops turn into homes.
 
 

Inwardly I laugh at myself. I have been naïve. I’m not ashamed to say so. Life is about learning and I am being schooled! Big time. In my naivety I imagined the Balinese home to be all thatched rooves and Bamboo. Seriously. This is not the case. The homes are built strong, and square and are constructed from concrete. Corrugated iron for the roof and whatever is on hand for windows and doors. A mismatch of wooden shutters, fabric and glass adorn the square openings. Recycling and re-purposing at its best! Cool concrete floors are left uncovered. It appears that floor sweeping here is a cherished form of meditation. I witness rhythmic sweeping in almost every home.  Sweeping is always accompanied with soft singing and looks so peaceful. (I am already considering buying a straw broom.)
 
 
Small family shrines, prayer flags, dogs, chickens and smiling faces complete the façade. They are beautiful, practical and will withstand any weather the gods may throw at them. I am humbled. They have so little…and yet so much more than we westerners do.
 
 
An hour or so passes and mountain ranges appear ahead. Mount Abang and beyond that Mount Batur. The beeping is still present but so much less now. We are headed beyond the ranges to the seaside of Sembiran, Buleleng. Before leaving Australia, I choose not study the map of Bali, instead I let Bali slowly unfold before me and I start to understand. I get it now. I feel it. The magic of this tiny country and her call. This is day two.
 
 

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